This is going to be another really weird article, and i apologise to me readers in advance.
I’m still here in karnataka, and i’m missin my machine. I’m not sure what about exactly. Gaming of course is one of the chief things i miss. I miss the stupid pointless exhileration of gaming, the sense of achievment you could have just sitting in a chair, pressing buttons, or the tension, and mad tosterone rushes.
Things here are very different, there is real work, and nothing more. We talk, we work, and … well not much more, ride in cars to work perhaps. I’ve taken to playing games on my phone a lot, though i only hav two, and they’re not that great actually: quadpop, and tower quest.
what i miss really, is hte release it used to give me. Now i walk around with this inane desire to do something. its like my entire body is wound up to do something, and there’s nothing to do. i think games justify themselves just in that much, the fact that they can happily provide you with release in moments when you need it, withough requiring you to find release or exert yourself too much.
And i suppose that’s what they’re meant for, to redeem boredom. hmm… sadly i dont play as much at home either, maybe i’ll appreciate NFS more now, when i get back.
